MUMBAI: I am unaware of what should I speak at this moment. I am in a shock since the news has been out. The time I got to know about it I couldn't believe that this has happened and I am still not able to process it. I am feeling numb. I wish I could visit him for the very last time but unfortunately I am in Chandigarh at the moment. I wish God gives his family and closed ones all the strength. We shared an extremely good bond in Bigg Boss house and I am getting all the flashback of good old days. In the BB house also he had done something unexpected for me which had got me into tears and today again he left us all unexpectedly and I am in tears again. I was so happy to see him do good for himself , its sad to see him go like this . I am going to pray for his soul. Hope he rests in peace.